i am back in alaska. its so cold, and i hate it. waking up to get to school by 6:fucking30 in the morning. 6:30!

i miss jersey. and dan. if you didn't know, we broke up the day i left. he broke up with me.

i'm very annoyed and upset, but i understand. and i'm sure by the time i get back for the summer, something will start up again. ;)

i love ya dan.

oh julie, i miss you. a lot. and i am now in high school. and its weird.

well, i leave in two days.

goodbye jersey shore. goodbye dan. goodbye summer.

once i get back to aniak i will try as hard as i can to update this. i'll use the computers at school or at terri's house.

omg, julie, i'm gonna miss you so fucking much. i love you. even though we didn't get to spend THAT much time together this summer, the times we had were great. i love surfing with you, even though i kick your ass every time.

dan..i don't even want to start about us and my leaving. i'll cry, and not be able to finish this entry.

i just...god. i love you so much.

_megra_

hmmm i'm worried a lot about me and dan. we might not work out when it comes to distance. considering i'm leaving to go back to alaska in two weeks, my time with him's limited and i'm starting to panic.

i love you so much, dan. i want us to work out. i'm scared that this huge distance will separate us emotionally as well as physically.

i dont want this to happen. omg i'm gonna cry. i've never felt like i was going to miss new jersey so much in my entire life.

dan you are my love. i just want this shit to work out.

peace.